Archive for January, 2009

I too had a love story

woow!.. So i am going to share with you a very spl story. A love story but its not mine actually but it’s of a buddy named Ravin, and i red about it thriugh his book which happens to be titled as “I TOO HAD A LOVE STORY” and bot did i liked it..well i just loved it. It’s so much real and so much heart felting that you just keep on compaing there love with any classic modern day love story. It’s written in such a simple yet so powerfull way that you realise in just one go how much love do the couple share and how true are they with eachother.

You love them when they talk to eachother on there oh so cute phone chat’s, you happen to feel the pain when ravin makes khusi cry.ya the girl’s name is khusi…woow..woow!! na. The story was folding up very nicely,meetingfor the first time, first kiss, a fantasy ceramony and then it all crashed just two days ahead of the d-day. It left me in great pain when i realised how cruel was destiny on Ravin,who got the sweetest girl in his life to find the greatest gift of god only to loose it one day in a way that he will never evr frgt. Khusi died in an accident and it all just happend in a 4 months. Well fate has its own ways.

But this one is to my buddy….i know you not reading this but bro i am really sorry for you and really sad that we don’t have such a beautiful girl in this world any more but i know the angel is around you and always protecting you. Not everyone gets to have a love story like you had and not everyone had the guts to tell it to the world.

I truely feel my greatest wishes for the family of your beloved khusi and to you and your family. I hope one day you come out of this pain though i know you might have already.It’ll never  be easy to forget that angel and i wish that angel bestowes all her care on you.



My dear sister

My sis, well i share a strange equation with her. We are almost always fighting.

I am persuing ma bachelors from another city so i live there.

She is still studing in school and stays with family.

Whenever i am at home, the only thing we are doing is fighting over almost everything. Be it on food, watching tv,listening to music. Its weird to imagine even a single hour that we both don’t fight. Even ehile i am writing the blog we are not on talkin g terms coz of a fight on break fast this morning. she said she will not serve me food so we had a fight and now we are not talking.hahaha….funny it is. But deep in my heart i have lots of love and respect for my sweet sis. She is truely an awsome sis. She is just so special to my family. Super intelligent. Not even once in her life she was not among the best in class with very high marks. Superbly talented, she is a very good painter,singer and effective speaker.  She is always happy for what she has and never askes for anything. I eman she hardly spends  Rs. 10 each day. Will never ask for anything. I really feel funny when i think about this knowing what i end up spending in one day.

Now the strange part. whenevr i am not at home, that is when i am at my college we are best of friends, we will talk a lot on everything from studies to movies to what i did. She is always helping me out in my college projects and stuff.

Its funny when i realise she is the same person i fight all day all the time. So here is something for my sister….

Dear sis, i really am lucky to have you as my sister and i love you so much and i miss you evertime i am not with you all. You have been so special to us all and i really hope you achive all that you want to.

I might not be able to say it too often but you know how much i care for you and how much i love you. So be the same sweet angel you are  because i love fighting with angels.

Year gone by

Since child hood we all have been doing the same mistake, well, atkeast i am. Making fake promises to myself about what i plan to do the coming year ans i sincerely think evryone does the same. It’s not bad but one should try to stick to them and atleast try to full-fill one of them. Each year i take these so very silly and unjust resolutions for the coming year. Never in my life i have actully ended up in abiding by them but exactly opposite to them. But this time its going to be different. This time i have a special “Resolution”. Its a little funny but it is my resolution for the coming year and many years to come.

Here it is…..I am saying goodbye to RESOLUTION’s from this year.

Well its not actully as bad as it seems to me. But i am sick and tired of this yaar. Every year you come up with the most innovative resolution for yourself and you never do what you have promised to your ownself all year.

Last year was no diffrent. I had done loads of promises to myself and to the world but the only time i remember them was when i was going to bed last night.  That time i was just thinkin of the past one year and what i lost and won, i have realised that the past year was the worst of my life. I lost some of the most precious things i had. I am a complete change and a far cry from the me i was last year. But it all happens for the sake of change. And when time is not on your side you are a complete looser.

This has been my story for the past one year or may be more than that. i have been to the lows and to further lows all the past year. Its not just about me but it is almost everything closer to me, anything i like, anything i want to have.

Weather its the mess at my fav. football club Chelsea or it be the Sourav Gangully era or it be my personal life story. Its been a complete dumb year of mine. But as it is said hope carry’s you forward, so i am ready to welcome the year with open arms, with dreams in my eyes and happiness on my mind.

So what are my plans for the 2009 year. Well they are many but i don’t think i am going to share them with anyone. But one thing is for sure, they are not resolutions, they are more of a code to live in peace with myself rather than what i have to achieve and what not to do. So as the new year is begining i am a kind of happy and nervous but i believe i am going to end the 009 year on a high and will be able to be what i wish to.

SO here’s i am wishing each and everyone in this whole world a very HAPPY & FUNFILLED NEW YEAR.